it was nihilistic


go back


i don't have to wonder cause

i can see the truth

i don't need love

you can hear the proof

break another bag while i

feel the ruins


to the elder ruins again

the wind whispers

beside the deep forest

darkness will show us the way

outta here



i immaterialize

and slowly drift into

the unknown

a goal is reached

chaos, hatred



how cant you remember my name?

say your forevers and

never forget

i tried for so long

trust me i fucking tried




when it rains

it fucking pours but

i think i like it




the bad feelings

ive lived these lives

at night

i will live forever

you cant keep me here


theres a dozen reasons

in this gun

as we're falling down

and in this pool of blood

im trying to let you know




ten whole years

nihilistic

they say meaning comes

from what you care about

i guess its lost on me


come down

and waste away with me

down with me

im over my head



dont know what i wanted

i have a memory

back at that party

i was all over her

we didnt make out or do anything

i just remember

i was lonely


ill shank my knees

then walk the plank

and freeze