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4/14/21

what will you miss out on from dying now?

the chance of getting better

that thought keeps me up god damn

i have so much empathy for myself, I’m too self absorbed

kinda stuck loathing in hatred at the idea of surviving

i hold myself high but don’t expect much out of myself at the same time

i may be important in a hated cycle

4/9/21

won’t all this work out? i’ll be bigger than this lifetime

you died and nobody noticed?

maybe this was meant to happen

what if u had plans way before you called them that

the forth wall was never there for me, everything i seen was too real

everything is feelings and urges

i feel apart, do you?

"elder ruins again"

4/1/21

they are waiting for a breaking point

where they can’t think straight or process thought any longer

this is what a person could be waiting around for

that is admirable

the effort is something few have know i respect you

which is better night or day?

which are they gonna blow their brains out in they see so much

god god god the scenery is admirable